Jessica, this year has been hard. Probably the hardest since you left us. But I have a lot to be thankful for. Arlo is so big now, you would love each other. I feel heartbroken that you'll never get to meet. I spoke to mummy for the first time in a long time. Its funny how ten years later we are still connected by you. She is much better now and has a little girl. She misses you as much as I do. I miss you so much. Love always in unimaginable depth and complexity. Daddy